hahas.. yay! prelims over.. lolz.. nth to do so did something to blog.. acctually wanted to change skin de but hor see my skin so nice and suit me so i din change.. haha... wee. acctually prelims not officially over i still have last sci p1 on fri but tt one ok de la.. lolz.. well.. this pic is the NSCC prize presentation cremony.. hahas we got special silver and gold... woots! hahas there the food damm nice lor..

lolz.. hahas we damm pig la.. hahas acctually i think is only i damm pig... hahas. ate food court food at bugis junction but i got share with jiayi hor.. thn we ate buffet at the cremony thn ate jco doughnuts hahas thn last i ate an bluberry crumble pie at hans... pig rite? hahas.. well but had fun though found out that special silver better than gold cause gold only get trophy thn special silver get trophy

and 1 year family pass to NHB... and a $20 mystamp voucher.. lolz... so it's kinda better la.. hahas... well had great fun doin the stamp comp la. so many first times at my last yr at NCHS lor... i first time take part in comp representing school without band... first time cried outside a stamp shop... first time ate mac at com lab(shh.. secret la) hahas... first time scoop ice cream at SHINE and broke a new ice cream scoop.. first time enter staffroom.. so fun right... hahas.. even we did not get challenge trophy, i felt i learn a lot from grp work and made new and better friends withweizhen they all.. even though have many unglam pics posted i still liked the time we spent doin stamp.. hahas... wow.. so long din post thn post jiu damm long la.. hahas..well enough with stamp~! hahas

Tribute to my ah ma
well so long din post le this yr like din post anything.. lolz... finally got time to post thn let me post the whole year's events bah.. well... this year is quite depressing and sad...at the start, i said goodbye to ahma, my last grandparent who failed to win the battle against cancer and passed away peacefully... she is my closest grand parent and i find it even more difficult to say goodbye especially after nai nai passed away barely a year ago.. i did get to see her at the hospital but i made the mistake agian of not having the courage to tell her i love her as my aunts and uncle said their goodbyes.. i could only stand at a distance praying to amitabah to take my grandma peacefully away and away from all these sufferings and sadness... As my jason sms me to tell me y grandma have left the world through sms, i did not know why but i felt that she would be hapier and amitabah have finnaly answered my prayers to bring my grandma away.. if she still survived she would be in more pain and eveyone arnd her would be sad, which i noe would also affect her... at through the funeral, my mum's hair whitened a few shades and each and every of my family including got infected by the flu bug. we recovered after a two days and started the chanting session. funerals have this very special power to bring all family together. i've noticed distant relatives giving their final respect to my grandmother, those who can only be met during chinese new year and i felt the irony of the situation, it was a sad yet heart warming funeral.. I dreaded for the funeral to end as i noe the truth would finnaly sink in to me and the pain of loss would sink in. however i was surprisingly calm and tears shed were only angry ones, i promised my grandma as she was sent into the incinerator that i would not mention this to anyone and the events of that day would not be told anymore so i cannot write it.. sorry.. the only thing i can say is i still believe all religion is equal and everyone shld respect each other's religion... ah ma i love u even though i dun express it through words, your beautiful image would remain in my hear forever the time when u took care of me when i was sick after nainai's funeral even though u urself was still recovering frm ur first cancer attack... i will rmb ur face when u persuade us to eat more at sunday lunches... ah ma i will always love u and rmb u in my heart. pls rest in peace and may u and nainai be in heaven chanting peacefully... ah ma wo ai ni.....

well, after ah ma's funeral, life became normal agn, with the tears gone and we bacame stronger, we gradually stop goin to ah ma's hse, without ah ma there there was no purpose to vist and i saw jason lesser and lesser hope he is still doin fine.. lolz.. thn my life started filling up with books and study... enchanting evening passed and aniversary also marked the last performance of us, sec 4 and 5. Investiture also passsed by and there was agn goodbye but this was not forever as there is still confuco at the end of year.. we have also booked a korea trip that leaves sing at 24/11 the same day band is goin to genting to compete.. sorry juniors... well prelims and mid years fly pass quickly and o's is like damm near la.. hahas.. hope i can do well. lolz.. acctually feeling the stress. fought with my mum for 3days.. lolz... longest fight ever and acctually cried like shit ytr.. so stupid and yea i dun wanna talk bout it here... lolz... well i am acctually typin this for 30min le sian... well gonna sign off le... tml got sci p1.. lolz.. cya after o's and stop telling me my blog is frozen i dun have time la!

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